First Love

Saigo no kisu wa (Our last kiss)
Tabako no flavor ga shita (Tasted like tobacco)
Nigakute setsunai kaori (A bitter and sad smell)

Ashita no imagoro niwa (Tomorrow, at this time)
Anata wa doki ni irun darou (Where will you be?)
Dare wo omotterun darou (Who will you be thinking about?)

You are always gonna be my love (You are always gonna be my love)
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo (Even if I fall in love with someone once again)
I'll remember to love (I'll remember to love)
You taught me how (You taught me how)
You are always gonna be the one (You are always gonna be the one)
Ima wa mada kanashii love song (It's still a sad song)
Atarashii uta utaeru made (Until I can sing a new song)

Tachidomaru jikan ga (The paused time is)
Ugokidasou to shiteru (About to start moving)
Wasuretakunai koto bakari (There's many things that I don't want to forget about)

Ashita no imagoro niwa (Tomorrow, at this time)
Watashi wa kitto naiteru (I will probably be crying)
Anata wo omotterun darou (I will probably be thinking about you)

You will always be inside my heart (You will always be inside my heart)
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara (You will always have your own place)
I hope that I have a place in your heart too (I hope that I have a place in your heart too)
Now and forever you are still the one (Now and forever you are still the one)
Ima wa mada kanashii love song (It's still a sad song)
Atarashii uta utaeru made (Until I can sing a new song)

You are always gonna be my love (You are always gonna be my love)
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo (Even if I fall in love with someone once again)
I'll remember to love (I'll remember to love)
You taught me how (You taught me how)
You are always gonna be the one (You are always gonna be the one)
Mada kanashii love song (It's still a sad song)
Now and forever (Until I can sing a new song)

- "First Love", Utada Hikaru

Maybe this is all I can hope for. Unable to completely erase you out of my life, the memories...not clinging unto me, but instead firmly entrenched within me. Unsure if its thanks to my immature subconscious will or just my damned romantic soul.

Either way, you ARE always gonna be the one. Sigh.

P.S. Definitely prefer the Japanese version over the English version, even though I had to dig up the translation for it.