Its been a while
Its been a while. The blogging bug is back in me. God knows why.
Some people have commented that I been ultra-emo in my blog. Needless to say, it skewed their perception of the person that I am in their eyes. *shrug* So its true that I can be super-emo. That does not define me. The moments when I'm happy, irrational, quirky, upset and what not are all captured in here too I think. Maybe not to such a great extent that I would like but... yeah. Life goes on.
Anyways, I guess its been a really long while since I last blogged. Surprising though, since its a much shorter amount of time then I thought. Anyways, for those who dont know, I'm in a new job now, in the advisory department of one of the big 4 accounting firms doing consulting work.
The work is ok, the hours are surprisingly reasonable, and most of all, the exposure to different industries is good. Pay could be better though. =/ Lol, but then again, the pay could always be better. I'm ok for now I guess. Must learn to be contented with what we have after all right?
Still, wasting a year of my life away like that was so, so stupid of me. I may not have known better last time, but that doesn't make it anymore excusable. Then again, could be god's timing and all, but it have also just plain been my own fault.
Currently in a relationship, though if you asked me if she was THE ONE, I would be hard pressed to answer. Is there really a 'THE ONE' for any of us? Or is she just someone happened to be along at the right moment at the right time?
As all couples, we have our similarities and our differences, though sometimes, I'll admit its a struggle not to compare her with...others. Predecessors. Betters? Or maybe its just me. I just know its unhealthy to know that if I wanted to, I could just call her and end it right now and not feel a thing. Except maybe relief. Or maybe that's what I think I would feel. Maybe the reality is that I would cry, sob, regret my foolishness, beg for her forgiveness and crawl back to her. Maybe. *shrug*
Anyways, I'm back to blogging. For now.
Some people have commented that I been ultra-emo in my blog. Needless to say, it skewed their perception of the person that I am in their eyes. *shrug* So its true that I can be super-emo. That does not define me. The moments when I'm happy, irrational, quirky, upset and what not are all captured in here too I think. Maybe not to such a great extent that I would like but... yeah. Life goes on.
Anyways, I guess its been a really long while since I last blogged. Surprising though, since its a much shorter amount of time then I thought. Anyways, for those who dont know, I'm in a new job now, in the advisory department of one of the big 4 accounting firms doing consulting work.
The work is ok, the hours are surprisingly reasonable, and most of all, the exposure to different industries is good. Pay could be better though. =/ Lol, but then again, the pay could always be better. I'm ok for now I guess. Must learn to be contented with what we have after all right?
Still, wasting a year of my life away like that was so, so stupid of me. I may not have known better last time, but that doesn't make it anymore excusable. Then again, could be god's timing and all, but it have also just plain been my own fault.
Currently in a relationship, though if you asked me if she was THE ONE, I would be hard pressed to answer. Is there really a 'THE ONE' for any of us? Or is she just someone happened to be along at the right moment at the right time?
As all couples, we have our similarities and our differences, though sometimes, I'll admit its a struggle not to compare her with...others. Predecessors. Betters? Or maybe its just me. I just know its unhealthy to know that if I wanted to, I could just call her and end it right now and not feel a thing. Except maybe relief. Or maybe that's what I think I would feel. Maybe the reality is that I would cry, sob, regret my foolishness, beg for her forgiveness and crawl back to her. Maybe. *shrug*
Anyways, I'm back to blogging. For now.
posted by Nemo at Sunday, November 15, 2009
1 Comments:
Heyz...I agreed that all couples hv their differences n similarities. Like what Chai Hong said to me long ago, finding a common ground together is important - even differ in viewpoints, but we must search of a balance in between both extremes and agreed upon it.
Ya, I could hv jz call it an end because of having such thought, but deep inside I cant, because I know we loved each other n we'll both get hurt too. Or hm...I don't know.
But oh well, thanks for dropping by my bloggie. And welcome back to blogging for urself too :)
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