Late night rambling

I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in

If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the sound of your voice
Loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet
Perfect words that you said

If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the pull of your heart
I taste the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils
And God, when you come on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

Sing sha la la la
Sing sha la la la la

Ooo Ooo Ooo...
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me, drown me in love

It's all wrong, it's all wrong
It's all wrong, it's so right
So come on, get higher
So come on and get higher
'Cause everything works, love
Everything works in your arms.

- "Come on get higher", Matt Nathanson

No particular reason why I chose this song. Just like that John Mayer/Jason Mraz feel to it.

I'll admit I still occasionally think of you. And you too. This despite the fact that for all intents and purposes, I'm attached to someone else. I'm such an asshole.

I really do need to be emo to finish a blog post apparently. Right now every time I feel like blogging something I tend to lose steam halfway and leave it at draft form. Then later delete it when I lose the urge to blog about that particular rant/incident/thoughts/rambling.

Can just say am not that happy with my current job. Am thinking whether one should honor their contract and why. Have to admit that leaving my job would be mainly due to pride/envy more then anything else.

This is troubling. Pride seems to be the main motivator in my life. That, and laziness.

Would even go so far as to say have been mildly dissatisfied with life in general so far until today. Odd right. Somehow found peace of god after some questioning, some serious discussion, a lot of reading and thinking.

Not good. Especially that I'm still awake at 3am.

Sleepy time.