Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year

A time for us chinese to celebrate the new year according to our own calender.

A time for family and friends to get together, catch up with one another and wish each other well.

Yea right.

Somehow, the older I grow, it seems like there is less and less to hold both family and friends together. I find that we've become strangers, unable to hold a decent conversation beyond the normal (and almost obligatory) niceties. Everyone still gathers automatically into their own little cliques, and even then conversation dries up faster than water in a desert. Sometimes, being nice and making an effort just results in being snubbed at and insulted.

Makes me wonder why I bother to swallow my retorts. Makes me wonder what ever possesed me to even think this year might have been different.

At least I can still look forward to ang pows. Heh. Happy Chinese New Year.

Thought for the day: Hope is the first step unto the road of disappointment.

Leave out all the rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

- "Leave out all the rest", Linkin Park

To anyone and everyone who ever knew me -
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

What I've Done

In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

[Pre-Chorus:]
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done

[Chorus:]
I'll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

For what I’ve done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m forgiving what I’ve done!!!

[Chorus]

What I’ve done
Forgiving what I’ve done

- "What I've Done", Linkin Park

Maybe one day I too will be able to face EVERYTHING that I've don and hopefully, still be able to forgive myself too.